Get Goin'

Well, I'm feeling somewhat better than I was when I wrote last. I stayed in bed all day Tuesday and Wednesday, and I crawled to class last Thursday. Over the weekend, I still didn't feel all that well, and I probably needed to rest. I didn't want to, though. Kalyn (my sister) and Emerald (my friend) came up to visit from ACU, and no matter how bad I felt or how much homework I needed to do, I was going to spend my time with them. I did that, and I don't regret it. It was a great weekend. We mainly sat around and talked, though we also ate some good food and watched a few good shows.

It's left awfully behind, though. So it goes. I finally caught up on some sleep last night (though not enough) which has made me feel better. Catching up on homework, however, is another story. I have a paper due on Wednesday and another one due on Thursday. And I just can't make myself do them. I have felt no motivation to really do much of anything for my classes this semester, and the illness didn't help. I'm just tired of grad school, and I can't seem to make myself get interested in these classes at all. This has never happened to me. Usually, I would be freaking out, but right now, I am just apathetic.

I guess I'll just have to persevere. Maybe something will get interesting before long, but for now, I just have to get these papers done without being interested in them. I don't know how the grades will end up (I feel my first "B"s coming on), but I don't really care right now.